Saturday, August 22, 2009
just came back from work with my father. :) haish, i've been thinking and thinking, wondering. anyway, thanks for the concern of my frens and family, i appreciated what u all said to me, i'll try :) been waking up since 8 to go work with my father to release stress, etc. i nearly collapse, as my hand was slightly injured. but nvm, luckily i had a great father of mine to cheer me up, I'm grateful. :) after working and working, finally went for a haircut, hahas, the auntie gave me alot of advice on hair, hahas. :) btw sorry anna, for not attending your birthday, i hope u wont mind :) and happy early birthday to u oso. hahas. last long long with your steady hor. i'm proud of u la. haahahahaha. :] okay, thats all la, gtg "sin dua" to pray ah gong, bye :]
today around 5 am, i woke up by a dream, i tot it was a dream, yes, it was a dream, but a reality as well. i went to e toilet to rinse my face with water, splashing and splashing, to realize that the dream has come to reality. it was indeed a scary want. i tot i had u cox that was only a dream, then to realize again that u had send me the message, telling me u're going to leave me, i am a sore loser, to be hiding on my bed, shedding tears silently, tears rolled down for the first time. i'm sorry i can't control myself. although its only 10 days, i appreciated the love u gave me. i know u had tried, its my fault to have not been closer to you, to understand u. i'm sorry, really sorry.
the fact cannot change, that is i love you......
7:45 PM
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