maths paper was hard. i think will fail maths and science. hai, fuck exams, fuck life, fuck problems, fuck everything. everything just seems to get in the way i dont wish to. hiash, i'm utterly dissatisfied with myself. every problem came in and out continuously. i really cant handle them well. it corrupted my mind leading me to think other things, tat i think people will be wrong and i'm right. it just not the way i should b. hai. no wonder that is one chiese saying " fan ren zhong hui you fan nao" guess it had convinced me in certain ways. i truly hope everything goes smoothly just as i wanted. i dont want to mess up my family, life, relationship, etc. really. okay shall end here gotta take a rest. bye noobz :)
